HAPPY NEW YEAR, MUTHAFUCKAS!!!!!!

YO, WHAT THE FUCK IS THE DEAL!!! IT'S A BRAND SPANKIN NEW YEAR!! 2006.... STILL NO FLYING CARS, STILL NO HOVERBOADS, AND JUST A FEW SOLAR POWERED CARS..... BUT WE ARE LIVING IN THE FUTURE NONE-THE-LESS!!! I KNOW IT'S BEEN A LONG ASS TIME, BUT I'M BACK WIT THE '05 ROUNDUP/'06 PREVIEW.........


So alot of shit has gone down since the last time I hit this thing up... let's start off back in the summer time..... Last ya'll knew, i was jugglin a few ladies. Well, things turned out pretty twisted, yet good. Things wit me and Brittany are done for now. We're just friends. She's back in Kansas City doin her, and I'm here doin me. It's cool though.... We still talk all the time and we're even planning to see each other soon.


So the sexy ass island chick I was so caught up in got to feel the wrath of "Ric" for a few weeks. Here's the scoop... Shorty had a man. They were together for about 7 months. turns out her man, is married. Someone at work told her bout this. She asked him about it, of course he denied it, they stayed together for another 2 months or so. Until her "man's" wife called that ass at home and spazzed out on her! So now shorty breaks up wit her "man" and comes to me for comfort. We talk all the time at work, outside of work, whatever. We start gettin real close. This through the tail end of the summer... late july/early august. so that goes on for a while, we hangin out foolin around a bit, just bullshittin you know... The whole time she tellin me how she can't stand him, and he be harrassin her on some stalker type shit. So i see this nigga at the job one night, talkin to her and I'm thinkin, "I need to stick around in case this nigga try some bullshit". But to my suprize, these niggas laughin it up, on some real buddy buddy shit!!! come to find out, she still fuckin wit this nigga!!!!! nigga like me ready to throw down on her behalf, and she still fuckin wit him. So needless to say, I let it rock that night, but the next day, she got the best of Keyser Soze (my younger brother Stephen has finally inspired me to create an alter-ego for myself! since he had decided to take on one of my favorite movie villains of all time, Castor Troy from Face Off..... i have decided to honor another one of my favorite. And if you don't know who Keyser Soze is, I strongly suggest you crawl out from underneath that rock, get you a copy of The Usual Suspects, and introduce yourself to one of the craftyest mastermind villains in movie history)!!!! So i let her have it and proceded to ignore her for nearly a month. Even brought her to tears one day at work. More on her later..


So at some point towards the end of July, i started messin wit this haitian chick at work, when it started off, i was number 2. she had her man, but they were goin through issues and what not. i was fine wit it though cause i was tryin to really wife us the island chick anyways, so the haitian chick would just be the ass til i wifed shorty up you know. so start bonin and that was all it was for a bit til we actually started hangin out and spendin time wit eachother outside of the bedroom (and the car, and the movies that had been out for about a month; where we were the only ones there). so we did start to really like eachother alot. and i kinda like the idea of bein wit a haitian chick. now as much as i say i can't stand messin wit haitian chicks (based on my past bad ass experiences), i do like the idea of being with one of the good ones. as corney as it sounds, i like the idea of preserving "haitian love". i look at a couple like will and jada and i think, "that's a perfect example of black love". and i see a nigga like wyclef who's got his haitian wife on his arm and doin big things on her own! i know i'm gonna be famous one day, and i would like it if i could have a good haitin woman on my arm in the spotlight with me. more on that later too... so long story short on this haitian chick just could shake her man. everytime she claimed to "end it" it was never the case, and after the 3rd or 4th time, i was just like fuck it. plus, i was fuckin her while she was wit her dude. so if she left him for me, who's to say she wouldn't eventually do it to me? Ginuwine changed the game wit "what's so different"!! i follow that shit like the bible 100%! so it finally came down to us havin this big blow out arguement and i was just like fuck it. so i hit her wit a piece of Keyser Soze too! Even worse than the other shorty got!! so her ass got hit wit the ignore too.... more on her later as well!


Then there was this cute ass little black chick. the thing with her was that she was just so damn cute. couldn't be more than bout 5'2", 100lbs... thin as hell, but had just enough where it counts you know. nice big eyes. maybe even bigger than your Trina (hill)!! aspiring model too! she reminded me of this girl Cindy Bailey from high school that i had the biggest crush on in my life!!!! i worshiped that girl in high school and this chick looked like her mini me. so we flirted and talked for a bit, but she kept givin me the run arround when it came to us goin out on a date. so after a lil while, she finally revealed that the reason she never went out wit me was not because she wasn't interested, but because the haitian chick was claimin me on some, "don't fuck wit Ric, that's all me" type shit. anyways, this chick ain't get hit wit the Keyser, though. i figured it was my own fault for shittin where i eat!


so as the holidays approached, i was a bit bitter. even adapted the title of, "the grinch" at work. i was not lookin forward to a christmas and new years alone. so i was hating everything. i mean, fucking everything! until................. oh until.......................


I FELL IN LOVE!!!!!!!


slow down, not in that way....... i fell in deep platonic love wit these two brazilian girls we met at PI one night. these chicks have pretty much lived at my new crib since the day i moved in!! they are two of the greatest people i have ever met in my life. and just having them in my life completely turned me around and made me happy. i mean, it's one thing to have no girl during the holidays, but all my "real friends" are up north. so to meet these girls three weeks before christmas was great. So I took the two of them along wit a third to me company christmas party. And like i said before, i had just hit two chicks wit a Keyser and was acting as if niether one of them exghisted. needless to say, i walked up into that party wit three bad ass brazilian chicks on my arms and all eyes were on me for the rest of the night. i snagged the only wrap around table in the on the floor in the corner of the resteraunt and was lookin like scarface!!! they had no open bar, so nobody was really drinkin..... but all the managers got free drinks and mine told the waiter to get me and my guests anything we wanted. so it was a wrap. i was out there actin like i owned the place!!! drinkin straight greygoose!!! orderin 4 greygoose on the rocks loud as hell so everyone knows (thinks) i'm ballin!! straight typeahead style!!! and these bitches at my job were straight hatin!!! aside from about 3 or 4 of them, all thos bitches had fire in there eyes!!! but it was cool, cause the dudes were sweatin me mad hard on some, "Ric you the man" type shit. i am now a libing legend at that place! all of a sudden a lot of the upper tier chicks know my name..........


now, while the love is platonic, i do kinda like one of them and we are kinda "messin around/dating" i guess you can call it. but we're making sure we keep it casual since they're headed back to Brazil in 2 weeks! havin these chicks in my life had made me so much happier that i decided to start talkin to the island chick again. i missed her. we got pretty close and i figured if we ain't gonna be together, i would wanna keep her around as a friend. as for the haitian chick, i continue to hit her wit the Keyser! it's a wrap for her... and besides, i've been workin on patchin things up wit a throwback that i kinda miss. and she happens to be one of the good Haitian chicks I could fuck wit. and she's got a bright future.... future lawyer!!! My nigga Rob has inspired me!!!! It's time to lock down wifey and ditch that playa card.........


so that's where i'm at right now. full of energy, spirit, and hope for '06! got a new crib, doing great at work, and i'm actually in the zone with my writing. pay attention, i'm gonna set 2006 on fire........


DON'T BURN YOURSELF!!!

It's been too long.........

.....So I know, I haven't hit you guys up in a about a week now. My bad. I'm slackin. I've had a few things built up to put out there, I just never found the time. So let's get it poppin now.....

First off, last Thursday was bananas!! I'm talkin out of control. I worked wit one of the hott chicks from my job. That would be the sexy island chick from my previous post. We got off at 11 or so, got changed, and went to Pleasure Island. So we get out there and we're supposed to meet up wit my man John, and a few other chicks from work. We head over to Motions (one of the clubs at PI) and nobody's really there. John was outside smokin a cigarette. We chilled for a bit and decided to run over to BET (another club at PI) real quick. So we go over there and me and her are at the bar chillin. This throwback chick I used to deal wit calls me talkin bout how her sister can't get in cause she got no ID. And since I know the two chicks at the door at BET (these hot ass twins!), I went out there to get them in. While I'm out there, two other chicks from work pop up and I get them in without waitin on line and shit. So I got 4 chicks past the velvet rope with little effort! So me and these 4 bad ass chicks is rollin up into the club and all eyes are on me. I dip to the bar to meet back up wit my island shorty and she got 2 other chicks wit her now. So nigga like me is posted up at the bar wit 7 bad ass bitches!!! You know I'm actin a fool. spendin money I know my black ass ain't got!!! buyin these chicks drink and shit!! It was bananas! These chicks were all on me like flies on African kids! So we head back to Motions and run into my roommates, my brother, and some other heads I know. Now these niggas are lookin at me like, "what's good nigga!! Put us on"! It was a great night. Next day I roll into work and everyone is all like, "we had so much fun wit you last night"! And the ones who ain't go can't wait to go next time. It's a wrap! I'm on my way to slayin all these chicks! But do I want to...........

I haven't formally introduced ya'll to Brittany yet. Despite all the stuff I may have written about other chicks on here so far, Brittany is my girlfriend. Wifey, no less. But she's not with me right now. She back home for the summer. Now I have no intension of cheating on her. But recently, things have been kinda bumpy for us. I kinda don't know where we stand you know. Where her head is at. The distance is the thing pissin me off the most. For some reason, the last 4 serious relationships I've had have had the long distance element screwing things up. Think about it, Jessica, Kalin, Veronica (yes Katrina, I said Veronica! There was a point where I really did have feelings for her. But that's a whole other blog), and now Brittany. Why do I keep getting sucked into these relationships where I can't be with the person at all times? Hell just even in the same state would be fine enough for me at this point. So as I said, things wit Brittany are real rocky right now. So I guess in the back of my mind, I am trying to prepare myself for the end in case it comes you know. Since Jessica, I have always been ready to "break my fall" if you know what I mean. I refuse to catch another L like that!

Speaking of Jessica, I've officially closed the book on the whole saga. It's a wrap. I can't do it to myself again. The only way we would ever have a chance would be for me to go live out there or for her to come out here. And neither one of us I tryin to do that. I even told her that I don't really wanna talk to her much anymore. Not even be friends you know. I look at it like this... She is the blueprint, the chosen one, NEO!! I loved this girl with all my heart you know. The last thing I could ever do is be her buddy, her pal, her friend. That shit is just not possible. I don't wanna know who she datin, I don't wanna know that she's engaged, I don't wanna know that she's havin a baby, or any of that shit. I would much rather never speak to her again then know that she's happy with someone else. fuck it, call me selfish if you want, but if you ain't happy wit me, then I hope you're miserable!! LOL. I am such an evil bastard!

So I'm going to get a tattoo this weekend. I've wanted to for a while, but now I finally got the nerve up! I think my parents might be a bit pissed at first, but they'll get over it. Especially after they see what it is. My godfather/uncle, Wester Bonceour and my godmother/grandmother, Mercina Alcime have both past away in the past couple of years. So I am gonna get their initials, WBMA on my arm with God's Son under it. I figure it'll have a double meanin as I am one of God's sons and I am the godson to my godparents. It'll look something like this, but a lot fancier and whatnot........

WBMA
God's Son

So anyways, back to Thursday, I was so drunk by the end of the night. But one thing I remember, is me dancin wit this one chick to that Pussycat Girls song "don't cha". And this chick was singin the song to me as we danced and she was all feelin up on my and lickin my ear and neck. But the messed up part about it is that I was so drunk, I have no idea which of the 7 girls I was wit it was. Or even if it was one of them at all! Somebody wants m! Don't know who, but somebody wanted my sexy ass bad on Thursday! I'll definitely be investigating that one further.........

So I seen Mr. And Mrs. Smith. Three words, OFF THE HOOK! It had everything. Action, romance, drama, and a shit load of comedy. And you know what else, when I saw Alexander, I thought that the Angelina Jolie/Colin Farrell combo was hot.... But I'll be damned if it ain't get better this time around. Shit, I am man enough to admit that I would not mind being the other slice of bread in that Branjelina sandwich! LOL They make one hell of a hott ass couple! Sorry "Rachel", your man is gone. Better holla at "Ross"! Shit, or even "Joey"! We all know he could use the help. Has anyone even really, I mean REALLY watched that show? I saw 2 or 3 episodes here and there, that's about it.

So the new Black Eyed Peas album is straight fire. Damn near every track on there is fire. So hott that I think I will actually "buy" a copy this weekend. We all know I'm a downloader. But when I come across that album that is so good that I feel the artist deserves my hard earned 13 bucks, then I do go out and buy it. I don't think I've bought a CD since Kanye's "College Dropout", and that shit went on to be the album of the year last year. So B.E.P., ya'll are headed for a big year, says me!!!

So has anyone noticed that we have a new summer trend that started two years ago and seems to be continuing this year. Think back to summer 2003. What was one of the biggest songs to hit that summer? That's right, Lumidee 'Never Leave". You know, the "uh-oh" song! LOL. Well, last year Nina Sky kept it going wit "Move Your Body". Now this summer, we got that Rihanna joint, "Pon De Replay". niggas is really still tryin to ride that reggae bus al the way to the billboard charts. It's a good and bad thing though. For people like me who love reggae music, it means it'll be out there in the clubs and on the radio more. But then again, it also means we gonna have every dumb ass hick in the country bustin the heal and tow like it's 1996 all over again! Trust me, they're still tryin to learn it out here! It's such a sad site..........

Aight folks, I think I've put enough out there to make up for the past week of nothing!! I'll hit ya'll up again later.........

I gotta get through this........

....So, nothin serious happened today. Pretty uneventful actually. But on my home from work, I did something I haven't done in a while. I listened to the radio!! I mean, the radio, like FM. But anyways, I discovered this bangin ass song though. Apparently Daniel Bedingfield has a sister who is actually pretty good. She's got a serious Nelly Furtado/Ms. Dynamite vibe to her, and it's got me open. I think I got me a new flavor of the month........ So if ya'll get a chance, check out Natasha Bedingfield's, "These Words". I don't know, something about it really got me feelin it. Also, Sting's "until" is straight fire!!!! Aight people, I'm off today, (Wednesday). Hopefuly I v\can get myself into at leaste one crazy situation so that I can have something to write later on!!

Holla!

It's hard to be me.........

..... Now don't get it twisted. Before I get this one started, I need to warn you all. I am not conceited!! Not by any means. I do not think I'm better than anyone. I may know I can do curtain things better, but that's fact! And fact cannot be a factor to conceit! Who am I kidding, I'm a conceited bastard!!! Let's just put it out there............

Anyways, so I've been at my new job, Planet Hollywood, for a little bit over a month now. And let me tell you this..... THERE ARE NOTHING BUT BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE THERE!!!! I kid you not. Everyone in there is at least an 8. Most of them a 9. And a large amount of 10's!!!! See me, I work in the merchandise department. There are 3 departments at Planet Hollywood. Me and my boy John like to call them the 3 levels of females. You got the merchandise chicks that are hot. Then you got the hostesses that are straight fire. But at the top of the ladder, you got your waitresses that are straight blowin up thermometers!!!! Give me time, I'll be on top soon enough.......

So anyways, I get to work wit some hott ass chicks. Two specific ones to be exact. One's a thick and sexy island girl, and the other is a slim and sexy model type. Both of them are straight off the hook. And they both cool as shit. At first glance, I wanted to bag up the model. Spit a little here and there. You know, put on the charm.... Had shorty smilin and blushin everytime she seen me. We tight now, cool as hell. But for the past 2 weeks, I been chillin wit the island girl a lot and workin together. And she just went through some shit with her. After 8 months, she came to find out just the other that this nigga is married! Ain't that some bullshit. Anyways, shorty was hurtin bad, but she took it like a champ. And I was there to cheer her up and whatnot. All a sudden, it's real touchy feely you know. Hugs, rubbin the back, holdin hands... You know, the routine. And it's cool, cause I think I'm really feelin her. Somethin about her..........

But then today, I worked a 10 hour shift wit the model!! Needless to say, the flirting was at an all time high. Sometimes, I swear, I'm too damn good for my own good. This slick tongue of mine is gonna get me into some R. Kelly, "trapped in the closet" type shit one of these days!!! I got both these girls hook line and sinker right now! And what's worse, they're pretty good friends. So it's only a matter of time before one of them get at the other on some, "what do you think of Ric" type shit!!! DAMN!!! Chicks are way too easily Ricnotized these days!

.........OK people, that's it! I promise, it's over! No more of that conceited shit. LOL! Sorry you had to live through that, but sometimes even I can't control it. But besides that little dilemma in my life, things are pretty good. I had a good weekend I guess. Could have been better. Could have gotten to see my Katrina! I guess I'll just have to bumbrush the ATL then!! Line 'em up Trina.... I'm finna run through 'em all! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH I just got mad country on ya'll! For that I do apologize.

Aight people, I'm out! Til the next time.......

Can't live with 'em.........

....and you damn sure can't live without 'em. I'm talkin about women. Why in the hell are ya'll the most unstable creatures to ever walk to face of the earth. I mean, there is just no understanding you. I mean, I've always though of myself as one of those guys who can get into a women's head pretty good and shoot the breeze in there. I mean, I've been known to manipulate my fair share of females. But regardless of that, I still have come to the conclusion that there is just no understanding you at all.

For example, my ex-girlfriend Jessica called me from France yesterday. We were on the phone for 4 hours just talkin about any and everything. Now to get you caught up a bit, Jess is the on that got away. The only girl in the history of all my pimpin that got me to stop! We met back in December 2000 in France, and I'll admit, it was love at first sight. We got together and stayed together til about September of 2002. She had came to visit me that summer and when she left, she called me and broke up with me. Keep that in mind..........

We ended up getting back together, only after my 2 or 3 month long state of depression. After getting back together around March of 2003, I moved to Florida. Now we tried to make it work for a while, but I cancelled a trip was supposed to make out to France and she spazzed out and wanted to end it again. Now by that point, I had told myself that no matter how much I loved her, I wasn't gonna go back into a funk like I did the first time we split up. So I let her go without a fight and just said to hell with it. Fast forward to yesterday, and she's all it's my fault we're not together! Can you believe this girl? She broke up wit my ass!!!! Then she gonna have the nerve to say we ain't together because of me? That's horse shit at it's best people. Perfect example of the lunacy that is a, woman's mind!!!

But that's beside the point. The point is that in our 4 hour convo yesterday, she filled me in on a little secret.. She still loves me, and misses me. And not only that, out of all the dudes she been with since me, none of them match up to RicNotiq!! Which is not surprising. I mean after all, I am the shit!!! I am, "THAT GUY"! But why tell me this now. What the hell am I supposed to do with this info? I mean sure, I feel the same. I still lover her too! And nobody I've been with since has come anywhere close to Jessica! Hell, I even found myself dating a Jessica clone for about 9 month last year!

So what do I do now? What do I do. I'm not even gonna front, this girl got me thinkin about goin after her ass in France....................

Vacation, anyone?

GENESIS........

........No, not the Sega video game system. As in, "the beginning"! aka, my very first post on this thing.

It's about 4 in the morning and once again, my insomnia has gotten the best of me. I mean, it's not too bad. Normally it gives me a chance to get some research or writing done on my scripts. See, I'm a writer. Not professional or anything. I mean, not yet.... But I am currently working on a few things. 2 movies and a TV show to be exact. But tonight, that's not on the agenda. Tonight I decided to sift through my buddy list and see if there were any other insomniacs awake tonight/this morning. Of course I was the only one, so then I started to go through and read a few away messages. I know, how lame is that right.... But hey, when you can't sleep at night, you'll find that there are a lot of interesting things to do online. I mean, I can only play Madden 05 but for so long! So anyways, I came across a link to this blog thing and began to read a few written by one of my best friends, Katrina. And it got me thinking about a couple of things.......

First off, I really miss Katrina. Katrina is one of 6 members of my "dream team". My dream team is a handful of people in the whorld that I consider my absolute best friends. People I would die for without thinking twice simply because I know they would do the same for me. 3 guys, 3 girls. Kurt, Robert, Martini, Corrine, Tiffany, and Katrina. (Jean, Stephen, Jeff, and Tacha too, but they're family) Now don't get me wrong, there are a few others I hold very dear to my heart, but these six no they take the cake!!

So anyways, it's been a while since I've seen my Katrina. Way too long....... I can't even really remember the last time I seen her. I think it was January of last year. Man, that's over a year ago!! That is terrible. We used to talk all the time too. But lately, I've been in such a funk. My life has been turned upside down for the past couple of months, and I'm just starting to put thing back in order. Katrina has always been there for me. Through any and everything. She knows she's my number 1!!!!!

The other thing I realized is that this whole blog thing seems like a cool idea. Like I said before, I've been in a real bad place with my life the past few months. And now that I am in the process of turning things around, this could be a good method of releasing some tension and stress. I work mostly nights and sleep all day, so it's hard to really talk to people and get advice or just vent!!! So I've decided to use this as my daily scream or cry!!!

See, I'm a natural writer at heart. Once I sit down in front of a blank screen or sheet of paper, my mind takes over my hands and just go on a literary rampage. And it's so soothing. So from now on, when I need to get something off my chest, I'll come to you! Cause I know that you will always be there. No matter what time of day, or day of the week, you'll be here ready to listen to everything I have to say.

My life is now an open book........ Feel free to comment as you please!

Thanks Katrina, I love you!