It's been too long.........

.....So I know, I haven't hit you guys up in a about a week now. My bad. I'm slackin. I've had a few things built up to put out there, I just never found the time. So let's get it poppin now.....

First off, last Thursday was bananas!! I'm talkin out of control. I worked wit one of the hott chicks from my job. That would be the sexy island chick from my previous post. We got off at 11 or so, got changed, and went to Pleasure Island. So we get out there and we're supposed to meet up wit my man John, and a few other chicks from work. We head over to Motions (one of the clubs at PI) and nobody's really there. John was outside smokin a cigarette. We chilled for a bit and decided to run over to BET (another club at PI) real quick. So we go over there and me and her are at the bar chillin. This throwback chick I used to deal wit calls me talkin bout how her sister can't get in cause she got no ID. And since I know the two chicks at the door at BET (these hot ass twins!), I went out there to get them in. While I'm out there, two other chicks from work pop up and I get them in without waitin on line and shit. So I got 4 chicks past the velvet rope with little effort! So me and these 4 bad ass chicks is rollin up into the club and all eyes are on me. I dip to the bar to meet back up wit my island shorty and she got 2 other chicks wit her now. So nigga like me is posted up at the bar wit 7 bad ass bitches!!! You know I'm actin a fool. spendin money I know my black ass ain't got!!! buyin these chicks drink and shit!! It was bananas! These chicks were all on me like flies on African kids! So we head back to Motions and run into my roommates, my brother, and some other heads I know. Now these niggas are lookin at me like, "what's good nigga!! Put us on"! It was a great night. Next day I roll into work and everyone is all like, "we had so much fun wit you last night"! And the ones who ain't go can't wait to go next time. It's a wrap! I'm on my way to slayin all these chicks! But do I want to...........

I haven't formally introduced ya'll to Brittany yet. Despite all the stuff I may have written about other chicks on here so far, Brittany is my girlfriend. Wifey, no less. But she's not with me right now. She back home for the summer. Now I have no intension of cheating on her. But recently, things have been kinda bumpy for us. I kinda don't know where we stand you know. Where her head is at. The distance is the thing pissin me off the most. For some reason, the last 4 serious relationships I've had have had the long distance element screwing things up. Think about it, Jessica, Kalin, Veronica (yes Katrina, I said Veronica! There was a point where I really did have feelings for her. But that's a whole other blog), and now Brittany. Why do I keep getting sucked into these relationships where I can't be with the person at all times? Hell just even in the same state would be fine enough for me at this point. So as I said, things wit Brittany are real rocky right now. So I guess in the back of my mind, I am trying to prepare myself for the end in case it comes you know. Since Jessica, I have always been ready to "break my fall" if you know what I mean. I refuse to catch another L like that!

Speaking of Jessica, I've officially closed the book on the whole saga. It's a wrap. I can't do it to myself again. The only way we would ever have a chance would be for me to go live out there or for her to come out here. And neither one of us I tryin to do that. I even told her that I don't really wanna talk to her much anymore. Not even be friends you know. I look at it like this... She is the blueprint, the chosen one, NEO!! I loved this girl with all my heart you know. The last thing I could ever do is be her buddy, her pal, her friend. That shit is just not possible. I don't wanna know who she datin, I don't wanna know that she's engaged, I don't wanna know that she's havin a baby, or any of that shit. I would much rather never speak to her again then know that she's happy with someone else. fuck it, call me selfish if you want, but if you ain't happy wit me, then I hope you're miserable!! LOL. I am such an evil bastard!

So I'm going to get a tattoo this weekend. I've wanted to for a while, but now I finally got the nerve up! I think my parents might be a bit pissed at first, but they'll get over it. Especially after they see what it is. My godfather/uncle, Wester Bonceour and my godmother/grandmother, Mercina Alcime have both past away in the past couple of years. So I am gonna get their initials, WBMA on my arm with God's Son under it. I figure it'll have a double meanin as I am one of God's sons and I am the godson to my godparents. It'll look something like this, but a lot fancier and whatnot........

WBMA
God's Son

So anyways, back to Thursday, I was so drunk by the end of the night. But one thing I remember, is me dancin wit this one chick to that Pussycat Girls song "don't cha". And this chick was singin the song to me as we danced and she was all feelin up on my and lickin my ear and neck. But the messed up part about it is that I was so drunk, I have no idea which of the 7 girls I was wit it was. Or even if it was one of them at all! Somebody wants m! Don't know who, but somebody wanted my sexy ass bad on Thursday! I'll definitely be investigating that one further.........

So I seen Mr. And Mrs. Smith. Three words, OFF THE HOOK! It had everything. Action, romance, drama, and a shit load of comedy. And you know what else, when I saw Alexander, I thought that the Angelina Jolie/Colin Farrell combo was hot.... But I'll be damned if it ain't get better this time around. Shit, I am man enough to admit that I would not mind being the other slice of bread in that Branjelina sandwich! LOL They make one hell of a hott ass couple! Sorry "Rachel", your man is gone. Better holla at "Ross"! Shit, or even "Joey"! We all know he could use the help. Has anyone even really, I mean REALLY watched that show? I saw 2 or 3 episodes here and there, that's about it.

So the new Black Eyed Peas album is straight fire. Damn near every track on there is fire. So hott that I think I will actually "buy" a copy this weekend. We all know I'm a downloader. But when I come across that album that is so good that I feel the artist deserves my hard earned 13 bucks, then I do go out and buy it. I don't think I've bought a CD since Kanye's "College Dropout", and that shit went on to be the album of the year last year. So B.E.P., ya'll are headed for a big year, says me!!!

So has anyone noticed that we have a new summer trend that started two years ago and seems to be continuing this year. Think back to summer 2003. What was one of the biggest songs to hit that summer? That's right, Lumidee 'Never Leave". You know, the "uh-oh" song! LOL. Well, last year Nina Sky kept it going wit "Move Your Body". Now this summer, we got that Rihanna joint, "Pon De Replay". niggas is really still tryin to ride that reggae bus al the way to the billboard charts. It's a good and bad thing though. For people like me who love reggae music, it means it'll be out there in the clubs and on the radio more. But then again, it also means we gonna have every dumb ass hick in the country bustin the heal and tow like it's 1996 all over again! Trust me, they're still tryin to learn it out here! It's such a sad site..........

Aight folks, I think I've put enough out there to make up for the past week of nothing!! I'll hit ya'll up again later.........

I gotta get through this........

....So, nothin serious happened today. Pretty uneventful actually. But on my home from work, I did something I haven't done in a while. I listened to the radio!! I mean, the radio, like FM. But anyways, I discovered this bangin ass song though. Apparently Daniel Bedingfield has a sister who is actually pretty good. She's got a serious Nelly Furtado/Ms. Dynamite vibe to her, and it's got me open. I think I got me a new flavor of the month........ So if ya'll get a chance, check out Natasha Bedingfield's, "These Words". I don't know, something about it really got me feelin it. Also, Sting's "until" is straight fire!!!! Aight people, I'm off today, (Wednesday). Hopefuly I v\can get myself into at leaste one crazy situation so that I can have something to write later on!!

Holla!

It's hard to be me.........

..... Now don't get it twisted. Before I get this one started, I need to warn you all. I am not conceited!! Not by any means. I do not think I'm better than anyone. I may know I can do curtain things better, but that's fact! And fact cannot be a factor to conceit! Who am I kidding, I'm a conceited bastard!!! Let's just put it out there............

Anyways, so I've been at my new job, Planet Hollywood, for a little bit over a month now. And let me tell you this..... THERE ARE NOTHING BUT BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE THERE!!!! I kid you not. Everyone in there is at least an 8. Most of them a 9. And a large amount of 10's!!!! See me, I work in the merchandise department. There are 3 departments at Planet Hollywood. Me and my boy John like to call them the 3 levels of females. You got the merchandise chicks that are hot. Then you got the hostesses that are straight fire. But at the top of the ladder, you got your waitresses that are straight blowin up thermometers!!!! Give me time, I'll be on top soon enough.......

So anyways, I get to work wit some hott ass chicks. Two specific ones to be exact. One's a thick and sexy island girl, and the other is a slim and sexy model type. Both of them are straight off the hook. And they both cool as shit. At first glance, I wanted to bag up the model. Spit a little here and there. You know, put on the charm.... Had shorty smilin and blushin everytime she seen me. We tight now, cool as hell. But for the past 2 weeks, I been chillin wit the island girl a lot and workin together. And she just went through some shit with her. After 8 months, she came to find out just the other that this nigga is married! Ain't that some bullshit. Anyways, shorty was hurtin bad, but she took it like a champ. And I was there to cheer her up and whatnot. All a sudden, it's real touchy feely you know. Hugs, rubbin the back, holdin hands... You know, the routine. And it's cool, cause I think I'm really feelin her. Somethin about her..........

But then today, I worked a 10 hour shift wit the model!! Needless to say, the flirting was at an all time high. Sometimes, I swear, I'm too damn good for my own good. This slick tongue of mine is gonna get me into some R. Kelly, "trapped in the closet" type shit one of these days!!! I got both these girls hook line and sinker right now! And what's worse, they're pretty good friends. So it's only a matter of time before one of them get at the other on some, "what do you think of Ric" type shit!!! DAMN!!! Chicks are way too easily Ricnotized these days!

.........OK people, that's it! I promise, it's over! No more of that conceited shit. LOL! Sorry you had to live through that, but sometimes even I can't control it. But besides that little dilemma in my life, things are pretty good. I had a good weekend I guess. Could have been better. Could have gotten to see my Katrina! I guess I'll just have to bumbrush the ATL then!! Line 'em up Trina.... I'm finna run through 'em all! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH I just got mad country on ya'll! For that I do apologize.

Aight people, I'm out! Til the next time.......

Can't live with 'em.........

....and you damn sure can't live without 'em. I'm talkin about women. Why in the hell are ya'll the most unstable creatures to ever walk to face of the earth. I mean, there is just no understanding you. I mean, I've always though of myself as one of those guys who can get into a women's head pretty good and shoot the breeze in there. I mean, I've been known to manipulate my fair share of females. But regardless of that, I still have come to the conclusion that there is just no understanding you at all.

For example, my ex-girlfriend Jessica called me from France yesterday. We were on the phone for 4 hours just talkin about any and everything. Now to get you caught up a bit, Jess is the on that got away. The only girl in the history of all my pimpin that got me to stop! We met back in December 2000 in France, and I'll admit, it was love at first sight. We got together and stayed together til about September of 2002. She had came to visit me that summer and when she left, she called me and broke up with me. Keep that in mind..........

We ended up getting back together, only after my 2 or 3 month long state of depression. After getting back together around March of 2003, I moved to Florida. Now we tried to make it work for a while, but I cancelled a trip was supposed to make out to France and she spazzed out and wanted to end it again. Now by that point, I had told myself that no matter how much I loved her, I wasn't gonna go back into a funk like I did the first time we split up. So I let her go without a fight and just said to hell with it. Fast forward to yesterday, and she's all it's my fault we're not together! Can you believe this girl? She broke up wit my ass!!!! Then she gonna have the nerve to say we ain't together because of me? That's horse shit at it's best people. Perfect example of the lunacy that is a, woman's mind!!!

But that's beside the point. The point is that in our 4 hour convo yesterday, she filled me in on a little secret.. She still loves me, and misses me. And not only that, out of all the dudes she been with since me, none of them match up to RicNotiq!! Which is not surprising. I mean after all, I am the shit!!! I am, "THAT GUY"! But why tell me this now. What the hell am I supposed to do with this info? I mean sure, I feel the same. I still lover her too! And nobody I've been with since has come anywhere close to Jessica! Hell, I even found myself dating a Jessica clone for about 9 month last year!

So what do I do now? What do I do. I'm not even gonna front, this girl got me thinkin about goin after her ass in France....................

Vacation, anyone?